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Claire (Alexia) Zlobin wrote:When I had my daughter I thought I would be able to do it all, finish my CGA, keep a perfect house, get myself back into shape super fast etc...
So 20 months later, my house is still not perfect, even with having a maid on the weekends, I'm happy with my weight, but it took a lot more work than I thought it would, I have not even so much as registered for a course to finish my CGA, so what happened? Life happened - I see people like Angelina Jolie who have a baby and two months later they are back into shape and looking as fresh as ever! We could do that too right!, yes we could - IF and it's a big IF. If we had a nanny, a personal trainer, various people at our beck and call and oh yeah... the money to pay for all of this! he he
So what do I have? I have a lovely daughter who I adore and love beyond explanation and even though there are other things I want to do, right now I'm trying to just enjoy being a mom and hope that everything else will fall into place.
What's were your expectations?
I had the same expectations about my son being born, and unfortunatley still do. He is 5 months old and I thought that I should be able to keep the apartment spotless, make sure breakfast, lunch and dinner are made for my partner and his work clothes are ready for the week, plus keep myself looking just as put together as before baby came along and have a beautiful, happy and healthy baby. All with a smile on my face. Today everything came to a bit of a crashing halt. Our beautiful boy doesn't sleep for longer than 3 hours at a time, no matter what we try and after those first 3 hours, he wakes every 1 to 1 and a half hours. Needless to say, we are running on empty at this point and as hard as I try, my own expectations are not being met. So, definitely time to lower them a little! :)
I must say though, we do have a wonderful baby boy who I love more than I could ever have imagined and my partner has been amazing with helping through the nights.
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